A Twelve Year Night -
There was a ritual to madness. It crept in slowly, like water rising in a ship's hull. First, the men forgot the names of their wives. Then they forgot the faces. Then they forgot why they had been brave. One man began to talk to the rat that lived in the corner drain. He named it Esperanza—Hope. He shared half his bread with it. The guards laughed when they saw this. But the man who shared his bread with a rat did not hang himself from the pipe. The man who shared his bread with a rat survived.
They tell you that time heals everything. They lie. Time does not heal; time simply passes . What heals is the small, defiant act of surviving long enough to see the sun rise on a morning you had sworn would never come. a twelve year night
Night after night, the men whispered through the wall. Not politics. Not poetry. Just the small truths: There was a ritual to madness