Dism

“What next part?”

Mila stood in the empty apartment that night. The radiator clanked. The neighbor’s television murmured. And dism sat down beside her on the floor, not touching, just present. “What next part

She started meeting Leo for coffee on Saturday mornings. They would sit by the window of a diner that smelled of burnt coffee and syrup, and they would talk about dism . Not morbidly. Not as a complaint. More like naturalists comparing field notes. Have you noticed how dism clusters around holidays? Leo would ask. And Mila would say, Yes, especially the day after. The letdown. And Leo would write something in his notebook, and Mila would write something in hers, and for an hour or two, the word didn’t feel like a burden. It felt like a shared language. And dism sat down beside her on the

The list grew. It became a kind of map, though she wasn’t sure what territory it charted. Her own life, she supposed. The low-grade tragedy of it. Not the big tragedies—those were someone else’s stories, the ones with news reports and fundraisers and groups that met in church basements. Hers were the small disms. The cumulative weight of a thousand tiny absences. Not morbidly