. The phrase "I am home but I still want to go home" is the literal translation of the Korean title, 집에 있는데도 집에 가고 싶어 About the Book Written by Kwon Rabin
: Kwon shares personal stories of depression, heartbreaks, and the desire to "vanish" when the world feels overwhelming. Availability and English Version
: Be cautious of sites offering "free PDF" downloads, as these are often unauthorized or malicious. It is safer to purchase the official e-book or physical copy to support the author. Similar Titles to Watch For It is safer to purchase the official e-book
: You can find it as a paperback or e-book on major platforms like PDF Warning
If you are looking for the emotional essay collection famously recommended by BTS's Taehyung (V), it is important to note that its official English title is actually Yearning for Home While I’m at Home : The strange sensation of feeling empty even
, this book is a collection of raw and honest essays paired with beautiful illustrations by Oh Jeong. It explores deep feelings of: Existential Loneliness
There is also a recent novel with a very similar title that explores different themes: I Want to Go Home But I'm Already There Róisín Lanigan (Published March 2025). It is safer to purchase the official e-book
: The strange sensation of feeling empty even when surrounded by others. The Search for Comfort