The loneliness became a physical ache. He wrote in his journal: “If God made me this way, why does He hate me? If God doesn’t hate me, then why does my mother?”
Mary’s fortress began to crack. She started to wonder: What if Bobby didn’t choose this? What if he was born this way? She went to her pastor. “Did Bobby go to hell?” The pastor said, “The Bible is clear.” But for the first time, Mary doubted the Bible. Mary began a secret pilgrimage. She visited gay-friendly churches. She met parents of other gay children—parents who had embraced their kids. One mother told her: “I told my son I loved him no matter what. He’s alive today because of those words.” Prayers For Bobby Online Subtitrat Romana
Mary, cold as winter, replied: “Then you haven’t prayed hard enough.” At 19, Bobby couldn’t breathe in that house. He packed a small bag and left a note: “I’m sorry I can’t be what you want. I love you. – Bobby” The loneliness became a physical ache